I attended Vance High School in Charlotte. While I grew up in a middle class
neighborhood, there were some poorer neighborhoods surrounding us. Many of the children who lived in these
neighborhoods also went to school there.
While we had a nice building and relatively good resources, Vance
reminds me of some of the schools found in The
Shame of the Nation. While I can’t
find any statistics to back me up, I can say with relative confidence that I
was definitely part of the minority in my school. Mostly Blacks and Hispanics went there, while
Whites, Asians and other races were hard to find. I remember being one of only two or three
white girls in several of my classes, and being the only white person in at
least one class. I could tell that
several of my classmates either had not had much interaction with white people,
or felt that we were completely different from them, when I was told I was the
prettiest white girl they knew. These
sort of interactions were always strange for me, since I had gone to a diverse
elementary and middle school, where race was not really much of a factor in any
of our interactions.
One quote from the book that I could see being said in my
school was this one: “I asked her if she truly thought America did not “have
room” for her or other children of her race. “Think of it this way,” said a
sixteen-year-old girl sitting beside her. “If people in New York woke up one
day and learned that we were gone, that we had simply died or left for
somewhere else, how would they feel?” “How do you think they’d feel?” I asked.
“I think they’d be relieved,” this very solemn girl replied.
I was lucky enough to be in mostly Honors classes at my
school, so most of the students I interacted with on a regular basis did not
feel this way, but in my elective classes, I could see how some of the students
could. They were not nearly as invested
in their education as I was, which frustrated me. Didn’t they know that an education was the
key to going to leading a successful, happy life? Now I know that more than likely they were
not raised to think that way. They were
raised to think that they would never amount to much, because they had the
double burden of being poor and Black.
Most probably went home to families that needed them to work, not focus
on an education which did not have any current benefits. They probably hung out with peers who had
dropped out of school, only to join the local gang, thinking that was the only
option they really had. They did not
have the benefit I did. They did not go
to an elementary school that gave them the skills and confidence to continue in
their education. They did not have
parents that had the luxury of time to help them with their homework. They probably did not have the safe
environment I did.
I could even see the segregation that can occur naturally in
a community. I remember when I applied
to schools; we did not even consider Vance an option, though it was my
homeschool. I applied for two other schools,
one that was well known for great programs, another was a mainly white school
only a little further from my house.
When my mother discovered that I was slated to go to Vance, she asked me
if she should call and ask to put me in West Meck, a school I would
automatically get into since it was a continuation of the immersion program I
was already in, even though it was far away, and it was well known that the
immersion program there wasn’t strong anyway.
I told her no, that I would rather go to Vance, and I’m glad I did. Looking back, I think it was the school
systems way of reversing the segregation that was already happening. All the white kids had to go to the home
school they were trying to escape from.
It was going downhill before we got there, but it seemed to be improving
throughout my four years there.
I can now see the full negative effect that segregation can
have on a schools population. My senior
year, they opened up a new high school nearby.
My neighborhood and several of the neighborhoods surrounding us were
moved there. I recently read an article
that called Vance “the most dangerous high school in CMS”, with 111 arrests in
the past school year. While Vance may
not have been the safest place when I was there, it definitely was not as
dangerous as it is now.
I’m glad I went to Vance.
I believe I still received a very good education there, and my eyes were
opened to a culture I probably would not have seen had I gone to another high
school. I have a better understanding of
what students there went through, and some of the problems they are probably
still dealing with. I’m also very
saddened by the road it’s going down now, and hope that CMS will work to
improve it in the future.
http://www.14news.com/story/15084366/vance-hs-has-111-arrests-last-year
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